clear my name of these sins. starting with me and you would be a good place to begin immobilized, with this guilt shackled to my ankle like a 2 ton weight. so throw me and watch me sink. or maybe ill just jump either way, the tide is getting higher and im on the brink gasping for breath i take one last slow blink when my eyes open up the water is surrounding realize that you are gone, and my heart starts pounding the pressure is intense, and my tissue is paper thin its only a matter of time before this broken heart caves in. on my way to the bottom its just memories of you until the speed of my decent, rips those away too and as i start to panic, and reach out towards my fleeding mind i wonder where you've gone, and miss what ive left behind but its too late for regret, im almost to the bottom to be buried with the ship wrecks, and loves lost this autumn so fill these lungs with water, they are of no use to me if im not breathing you in, i may as well not be its getting darker now, and i fear ive hit the base i miss the mornings early light, and those freckles on your face but as i lay here on this bed of sorrow, its too late for me to beg without my memories, my heart my eyes, and you, i am NOTHING, with this guilt strapped to my leg.....